To my love: sweetest_sIn

Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt of it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it, now with you, I have found it.

Every morning I start my day.. just with a hope to talk to you.. just to see you smile.. make you laugh.. give you one more day of happiness. The happiness to last forever…
I want to be the shoulder you can lean on every time you need to cry…I will cry with you. Every time you laugh, I will laugh with you.
The moment I spent with you..i cherish those moments, I want more of those moments. Every day I am surviving with a belief that I am getting closer to you..and you are spreading more and more inside me.
I close my eyes I see you, see you with my heart, see you with my soul. I streach my hands towards you…I try to feel you, I find my emptiness..my hand grabs my emptiness. I cry…cry a lot…a lot more every day.. I don’t know where I get all those tears from.. I never knew I have all those tears inside me. I always thought I was strong, a heartless person, but…everytime my heart tries to feel you…everytime my eyes looks towards the horizon hoping to see you.. I realize how much you are inside me..
There is not a single moment that passes without thinking about you. Sometimes I wonder..wonder..to see how much I love you and what you mean to me.
You are not in heart anymore, you are not in mind anymore…you’ve become a part of my soul.. my soul is incomplete without you. Physically I may be dead..but my soul will always be looking for you.. always will be listening to you..will always be watching you..will always be crying with you and laughing with you.

If I was to choose a letter in an alphabet, I would be ‘V’ so I could always be beside ‘U’. If I was to choose a note for you, I’d make you ‘RE’ so you would always be beside ‘ME’.


Love